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Sixty Weeks to 60: Mom – the Last Part

April 15, 2025April 11, 2025thecausecoach

(4 weeks)

In the first year without my dad, I called her every single day without fail. Because she liked to take long walks, I bought her a cell phone and added her to my plan. I probably should have done a better job teaching her how to use it.

“Mom, where were you? I tried calling a few times.”

“I was out for a walk.”

“I bought you a cell phone, so you could take it with you.”

“But it’s not plugged in.”

I made sure she had lots of fun experiences with her daughter and granddaughter, planning lots of activities that first fall. She came trick or treating with us. I brought her to Philadelphia for Homecoming and a La Salle University football game (at the tail end of the school’s decade long revival of the football team that had been dormant since the start of WWII). I think that was her first time back on campus since my graduation weekend.

I took her to lunch at one of my favorite spots on her 80^th birthday, and in June that year she came to watch her granddaughter while I ran a 5k to distract her from it being my dad’s birthday, the first we couldn’t celebrate without him.

When I realized that it might be better to keep her closer, I moved her in with us. It became clear her memory was fading, although, while forgetting more recent history, she dug up memories I had never heard about before.

Left: Mom at 22. Atop my dad’s Plymouth. Elmhurst, Queens. 1949. Right: Mom at 40. With me in Franklin Lakes, New Jersey. 1967.

She played hide and seek with her granddaughter. She put a ridiculous amount of money under the kid’s pillow when playing tooth fairy. She’d walk to daily mass. On the way home she’d stop at the library to read the New York Post cover to cover. Then on the final leg home, she’d stop at Brady’s at the Station on Main Street for a late lunch.

That part of our lives was short-lived. I realized we were over our head in providing her with the care she needed. Sometimes she’d wander off and I’d get a call at work. The difficult decision was made to move her to an assisted living residence. Among my regrets is that I couldn’t do more for her and keep her with us. But the dynamic between me, my mom, and my husband was complicated.

After the move, the church never called to see what happened to the elderly women who sat in a pew every morning for close to nine months. The library must not have noticed her there reading each day and didn’t seem to wonder why some books were overdue. The waitress at Brady’s missed her though. She came by the house one day looking for her saying how much she had enjoyed her company and stories and how she had often given her a ride home at the end of her lunch shift.

Left: Mom at 73. With me and my daughter. Mother’s Day. 2000. Right: Mom at 82. First Christmas in memory care assisted living. 2009.

She lasted a year in her first assisted living before she needed more care than they could provide. That was followed by close to two years in a memory care facility. Then a doctor suggested hospice. We found a lovely place where she could live out her days. Except days turned onto months.

She came up on the top of the waitlist for a bed at the Veterans Home. That’s where we spent her last birthday together. April 17, 2012. She was 85. I saw her last on Father’s Day that year. When I visited, she was alert and happy, more lucid than she’d been in months. She seemed excited saying that my dad would be stopping by to pick her up and take her home.

She was gone before dawn on Tuesday.

Please help me support Mercy Home for Boys & Girls with my 60th Birthday Fundraiser. I will be running the United Airlines NYC Half on March 16th. This will be Half Marathon #54. My goal is to reach Half Marathon #60 before the end of the year. Please help me stay motivated, and make sure the children of Mercy Home are provided the care they need. To learn more about Mercy Home and my why, please visit my fundraising page. Thank you.

Sixty Weeks to 60: Truths

April 8, 2025April 7, 2025thecausecoach

(5 Weeks)

A right of passage to adulthood is realizing that you are starting to sound like your parents. You may resist it at first, but usually by the time you become a parent yourself, you fully embrace it. Sometimes, mom’s or dad’s words are the only right words for a given situation.

I have become infamous for starting a sentence with “like my mom always used to say” before sharing a “Maureen-ism.” I am quite certain that my mom got a lot of her sayings from her own Mom. Much of it perhaps coming from Irish folklore passed down for many generations.

If I itched my nose, my mom would say that was a sign of a fight. “Anyone mad at you?” she might ask. Irish folklore claims that an itchy nose is a sign of impending conflict. This could be an argument with someone or even a physical fight. The itchier your nose is, the worse the conflict will likely be.

My mom also insisted that an itchy palm is a sign you’re going to come into money, although I am still waiting on that. Maybe my mom had it wrong. My research suggests that the Irish keep it a bit complicated when it comes to the itching palms and the superstitions related to them. As they say, left to receive, right to give.

I’ve lived my life via my mom’s axioms.

Waste not, want not coupled with her stories of the Great Depression made me very conscious of wasting anything and probably why I have huge collections of little things that I made be able use again.

It takes two to tango was a nice way of her telling me that I was at least partially to blame for whatever trouble I had gotten myself into. Takes one to know one was implied to be the ultimate comeback when someone called me a name. To each his own gave me the understanding of different perspectives and the right for others to see and do things their way.

She also taught me that the peacemakers will see God and maybe that’s why I often saw it as my role to solve conflict among others. Now I believe more along the lines of no good deed goes unpunished and have learned as an older adult it’s best to M.Y.O.B. (mind your own business), which is also something she reminded me of in numerous situations.

I remember a dinner at my friend’s when I dared to challenge her very-religious mother’s stand on abortion. “You can’t expect someone to have a baby they don’t want and can’t afford,” I told her. “God will provide,” was he response. “God helps those who help themselves is what my mother always says.” I shot back.

The one “Maureen-ism” that slips from my lips, fairly unconsciously, almost on a daily basis is six of one; half dozen of the other. Which is often now a polite way of saying something more along the lines of “make a freaking decision, this is not that difficult. It literally does not make a difference.”

My mom was also big on etiquette. I’m not sure if she just read Miss Manners or wrote it. As adult I appreciate knowing the proper way to set a table, which fork to use, how to dress or behave. She taught me to always introduce myself at social gatherings, even if you think the person knows who you are. She gave me confidence in social situations on my own. Although she believed ladies should never drink beer from the bottle, and I may have disappointed her in that regard, she also taught me to never be photographed with a drink in hand. This is a good one and I’ve shared that with colleagues.

My dad wasn’t without his own maxims. His seemed made for the moment, and yet I have often reflected on them as parallels for situations much larger.

Practice makes perfect and keep your eye on the ball, were perfect advice on the softball diamond or basketball court but were good analogies for making it in business.

If you can read, you can cook seemed like an odd thing to say when I wanted to try my hand at cooking a favorite dish, but now – especially with Google at our fingertips – the truth is reading is powerful and opens the door for us to achieve almost anything.

When tucking me into bed after a particularly difficult day, Dad would always remind me, tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life. And he was right, each new day is an opportunity to try again, start over. And now I know at almost 60, we are never too old to reinvent ourselves.

And if all else fails, grin and bear it.

Sixty Weeks to 60: My Baby is (almost) 25!

April 1, 2025March 29, 2025thecausecoach

(6 Weeks)

I wasn’t due for another month, but the Monday after the baby shower on April 1^st, I headed over to Baby’s ‘R’ Us to get the balance of the needed items still on the registry – including diapers. Chris thought I was nuts. But it was mother’s intuition already kicking in. Our daughter was born less than a week later, a full four weeks early.

Work was busy as I was putting the final touches on an event that was supposed to take place a day after her due date in May. I figured I’d miss the event but had every intention of working right up until the last moment. We were also doing some renovations in the house and in my big, clumsy state trying to navigate around everything, spilled a can of soda on the TV remote, rendering it useless.

I was given strict orders not to return home after work the next day without first stopping at the cable company to pick up a new one. After feeling uncomfortable all day at work (“boy these Braxton Hicks contractions are horrible; they’re not going to happen the entire last month, are they?”), I headed over to Cablevision securing a new remote, but nothing for dinner. So, we went to the mall for a bite to eat and likely walked over a mile.

My water broke at about 2 a.m. and our daughter was born a little after 8:30 a.m.

Thankfully we worked out the “name issue” already. Back in December, we were convinced she was going to be a he and had the perfect boy’s name picked out. The sonogram set us back. I knew I wanted her to have a more unique name than I had, or her dad had. But we couldn’t agree. With time running out, I suggested we both go make a list of 10 names we liked and then compare. Surely there would be a few overlaps we could discuss!

Neither of us were able to come up with 10 names. Each list contained only five names. And only one name (with the same Gaelic spelling) appeared on both our lists. So that was the name we chose. I thought it sounded lovely, the Gaelic spelling was cool and honored my heritage, and it passed Chris’ “bully test” meaning he couldn’t find any way her name could be used against her on the playground at some point in her future.

Then one day when she was a few months old, I took her to Hillside, New Jersey where Sister John was visiting her brother’s family and would have this opportunity to meet the baby of the baby for whom she had cared. Upon arrival I introduced her to Jimmy Scully, who in his thick brogue, said “What kind of a name is that for a girl? [That] is a boy’s name.”

Although the Gaelic names website we both consulted said it was unisex, it’s way more popular as a boy’s name in Ireland. Have you ever Googled yourself? When she was old enough to do that, all she found was a bunch of Irish boys. For most of her childhood she was mad at me for that and often threatened to change her name.

I still love her name, and I think after 25 years, she’s okay with it now too (I think). I love her no matter what and we’ve been through a lot together. I survived her terrible twos and teen years, watched her overcome challenges and witnessed her growing into a responsible adult, and a beautiful caring human being. I have learned a lot from her.

Ready for the Yankees-Mets Subway Series

My favorite moments are when I go to a concert at one of the venues at which she works in operations. It is so incredible seeing her with all this responsibility, in her element, respected by co-workers and supervisors at all levels.

In addition to a Lollapalooza four-day pass, her birthday present will be something amazingly unique. It started as a Christmas gift from my parents in 1999 before she was born. Everyone important in her life at the time added something to it throughout her first year. It’s made the move from a couple houses, across several states, sat in a storage area here for a few years with marking that say, “don’t open until…” She will get to open it next week.

Happy 25^th Birthday to my one and only baby. You will always be my baby, and I am immensely proud of the adult you are and are still becoming.

Sixty Weeks to 60: Besties (Part 2)

March 25, 2025March 22, 2025thecausecoach

(7 Weeks)

Aside from the M.B.S. girls, I was never one for big friend groups. I always had that one special friend in each situation. The friendship I maintained from high school is with Geralyn. Before I moved, we would get together for coffee fairly frequently, and we still exchange texts on holidays and our birthdays – a day apart. I met her on the school bus, and she was a Yankees fan.

Donna was my college roommate for almost all four years. We were both only children and I think that may have been why we made good roommates. We understood when we needed to be left alone and when we needed company. She settled in the Seattle area. She and I and our daughters had a nice time a couple years ago when we were visiting.

After finishing school, new adult friendships are often formed through work relationships. My first full-time job was with Suburban Newspapers of Northern New Jersey where I had worked part-time through college. That’s where I met Martha.

Martha and I had never spent any time together outside of work when she asked if I could pick up her daughter at her daycare one afternoon just before Christmas. Her position was keeping her there, while I had the day off. I was 23 and surprised she trusted me, when I, myself, wasn’t sure I would have trusted me. Her daughter was alive when she came to pick her up at my apartment later that day and thus began a lifelong friendship.

Summer at the Jersey Shore. 1990 and 2017

I became a welcome guest for dinner at Martha’s where she taught me how to make budget-conscious tasty meals, that allowed me to expand my home cooking beyond mac and cheese. Lack of disposable income never kept us down. We would scrounge together enough money for the baby sitter when we wanted to go out.

Martha is a bit older than me, but she was always up for some fun. She became my sidekick for my Friday nights at Nobody’s Inn dancing to our favorite band. On Sunday afternoons in the summer, we would sometimes pretend to be house hunting so we could visit million-dollar homes having open houses.

We shared a love of the beach and did many day trips to Point Pleasant Beach and for a few years we spent family summer vacations – the four of us! – on Long Beach Island. Her kids are all grown up now, with kids of their own, but we relived the old days a few years ago in Wildwood.

Martha was usually up for inclusion in my St Paddy’s Day celebrations, which over the years included incredibly fun times at the Montauk parade. Martha and her kids were included when I hosted Christmas. Martha was the maid of honor at my first wedding. After Chris died and she was between houses she lived with me for a couple months.

It’s Martha’s couch in sleep on when I’m back east and don’t feel like springing for a hotel. Martha has always been my friend with wisdom. A bit of a spiritual advisor. She has most definitely lived before. In additional to all the crazy fun times, Martha taught me about manifesting what I want in life, about the importance of daily exercise (long before I was a runner), and how to navigate the challenges of parenthood. It was her hand on my shoulder at Chris’ funeral that let me know I was going to survive.

I have learned from experience that we are never too old to make friends. Beyond work, there are clubs and hobbies, and other special interests that bring us together. Female friendships become even more important as we age. I honor all these women – and my new friends in Chicago as well (shout out to you, Claudia, Liza and Valerie!) for the impact each and every one of them has had on my life for as long as I can remember.

Sixty Weeks to 60: Besties (Part 1)

March 18, 2025March 17, 2025thecausecoach

(8 Weeks)

Early friendships are usually forged as a result of parental relationships or by proximity. I would guess, aside from siblings (of which I had none growing up) most of our friends before school friends were either neighbors or kids of our parents’ friends. Mine were all the latter, since I lived on a busy street and all the houses that surrounded us were filled with older kids – mostly boys.

Linda was one of those first friends. Our dad’s both ushered at the 7:30 a.m. mass. She was one of the guests at my 3^rd birthday party. Linda carried on through school all the way until 8^th grade. And is still part of the close-knit group of M.B.S. girls, I continue to be connected with in a group chat now.

Then there was Amy. I don’t remember how we became friends, although we must have met in kindergarten. I’m not sure I’d call her a “bestie” per se (assuming that was even a term back then), but I spent most of my time with her. Amy was competitive and bossy. In 5^th grade, typecasted by our teacher, she played Lucy in our version of A Charlie Brown Christmas.

Amy transferred to public school after 5^th grade and eventually moved away. But that’s okay, because I had a lot of friends in my class at M.B.S. and 5^th grade was the year Connie moved to town and showed up in school that September. It was 1975. Connie and I literally invented the title “best friends forever.”

I remember a time towards the end of 8^th grade when I cried about my decision to go to a different high school. I cried like I was never going to see her again. Yet we remained close throughout high school and even college. It was probably after college as other relationships and work began to monopolize our time, that we drifted apart a bit. We never went that long without checking in at least, and I did introduce her to her husband.

Clockwise from upper left: Point Pleasant Beach, New Jersey (both); Yankee Stadium, Bronx, New York; Charleston, South Carolina; Observation Deck, World Trade Center, New York.

Connie is childhood memories of silliness and shenanigans. Hours and hours talking on the phone, the long cord blocking the passage for other members of the household. Saturday afternoons at the mall or walking around Ridgewood. My parents were like her parents and hers like mine. We came of age together in suburbia. Attended high school parties. Visited each other at college. Shared fantasies of moving to South Carolina. She was a bridesmaid at my first wedding and also the only friend of the bride, besides my daughter, who made it to my 2^nd wedding a year into the pandemic.

Connie was on my softball team when my dad coached. He put her in the outfield believing of course that no one would hit the ball out there. I can remember watching it from my spot behind home plate (I was the catcher) on the diamond behind High Mountain Road School. The bat cracked and the ball flew high in the sky over the infield and in Connie’s direction. I honestly think she closed her eyes and just stuck out her mitt. Miraculously, the ball dropped right in. My dad would be reminiscing about that catch until the day he died!

Connie and I also played basketball at M.B.S. and won the parochial league championship in 8^th grade! After 8^th grade though, I continued on the athletic track. Connie did not. As young adults she was more into stuff like step-aerobic classes which I lacked the coordination for and took up running about that time. I recall one time on social media I suggested that she might like to try running. She was having none of it.

Then back in the fall she admitted to me that she had started running, had done a few shorter races, and might be up for something more challenging. So, to make a long story short – she and I ran the NYC Half Marathon together on Sunday. She was a charity running for Team For Kids. I of course was raising money for Mercy Home. Full circle. Childhood friends supporting children.

That was my 362nd race and my 54th Half Marathon. Pacing my friend to her first half marathon finish after almost 50 years of friendship definitely made it one of the best and most memorable.